| Mommy Dearest |
[Apr. 9th, 2009|09:10 pm] |
You left me with a man who doted too much and now you're leaving me again.
I tried to leave you but I feel so guilty. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 21st, 2008|03:24 am] |
<table width=350 align=center border=0 cellspacing=0 cellpadding=2><tr><td bgcolor="#EEEEEE" align=center><font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" style='color:black; font-size: 14pt;'><b>What Beatrice Louisa Punongbayan Jaleco Means</b></font></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor="#FFFFFF"><center><img src="http://www.blogthingsimages.com/whatsyournameshiddenmeaningquiz/name.gif" height="100" width="100"></center><font color="#000000">
You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous.
You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things.
Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times.
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.
You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.
You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.
You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.
You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.
You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.
You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people.
Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems.
Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.
You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.
You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.
You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.
You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.</font></td></tr></table><div align="center"><a href="http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyournameshiddenmeaningquiz/">What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?</a></div>
Too lazy to erase what I think is untrue. Just guess haha |
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| love letter to no one |
[Jan. 21st, 2008|02:45 am] |
| [ | Feeling |
| |  indescribable | ] |
I love you. It's not something that I do often, it's the only thing that I'm scared of, it's the only thing that I can't stop myself from doing. I'm a fool and I stumble and I collapse and without saying anything, you always knew when I needed you to fix me. You make me feel human and all soul at the same time. I always remembered your name like a fever or a flame. You found me when I didn't want to be found.
You're like the moon, waxing and waning when time begs for it. I never knew when you would come around but you always did at the right time. Smooth like honey, you'd make your entrance silently yet oh so loudly. You never needed words to say that you've come, your presence was always sufficient. You are perfection. When you walk into my room with the key that you've always had, I know that I've found my heart. You don't make me weak, you make me invincible. You restore everything that I once lost for somebody else, a lot of somebodies, a lot of moments lost ceaselessly in a world of never and forever. You restore my youth every day I age. The gray never looked so much brighter, so much lighter, so unbearably beautiful.
Take me with you as you leave tonight. Let's run away and return in the morning. Between here and there, there's no land we won't happily tread, leaving embers of what will be along the way. Let's fall out of grace together. Let us save our worlds with each other.
Share your secrets with me. Let me into your deepest thoughts. Let me feel your most gnashing pains. Share with me your dreams that will never be. Want me as much as you can bear. Love me til you feel it prick. Feel every inch of me. I offer you all of me, served with petals of sunshine and beads of sweat. Light or darkness makes no different with you. Earth and water feels intensely the same with you.
You are fire. My fire.
I love you. |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 28th, 2007|11:36 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| |  amused | ] |
Everything done in secret feels 10x better *grin* |
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| rarrrrr |
[Oct. 5th, 2007|08:57 am] |
| [ | Feeling |
| |  lintek! | ] |
naiinis na ko sayo ha. |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 29th, 2007|08:36 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| |  complacent | ] |
Do good things really come to those who wait?
Is there really any love between lovers?
How do you know that it's karma?
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I dont know what to say. There's nothing you can say. Too many eyes, ya know.
Coelho once said that "bodies understand each other even if souls do not." I can rest easy with that thought. |
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| Factory Girl |
[Sep. 18th, 2007|07:22 pm] |
An excerpt from the "Factory Girl" synopsis:
"But when Edie becomes caught between Warhol’s world of sexy surfaces and her new love, she winds up rejected by both – and once again, set adrift in the modern world."
Ain't that true for most of us? |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 17th, 2007|10:25 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| | aggravated | ] |
I'm becoming more and more unhappy of where I'm at and for first time, I can't think of any other place I'd rather be. Went home with a tipsy little head and a mind full of steam... and no hot dinner, not even a cold one. There are alot of things that I can't wait for, literally... I need for them to happen right now. Patience was never a virtue that I believed in. It's all the same rubbish to me. I miss my mommy. And more than anywhere, I'd rather be in Palawan. Safe and sound, with my belly full and a pocketful of fun. oooo-weeeee. |
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